Silent tear

Here i am so far away
Like you wanted me to be
But its not the same
As you may never know

I lay in bed, counting my tears,
Each representing what I'd hoped would be years.
Years of happiness, for us to be together,
A long-lived life, forever and ever

But in my heart, I know this will never be,
For in yours, no longer is there a place for me
I gave you my all; I gave you my heart,
Little did I know that you'd tear it apart

But starting from today
I will cry no more
Your love slowly leaving into a silent death
Gradually learning to live in my own pair of shoes

Will you??

They say everything grows with time

but with time we parted

Will it hurt you to think
Of all the times we've shared
Or will they just slip your mind
Like they were never there

Will you remember all the laughs
Or will you forget those
And put them in your past

Will you pretend like we never happened
And let us go along the years

Will you try to hold on to everything we've got
Or say goodbye to old times
And go on with everything your not

Uncertainty

She remembers it all,
All the people who had said
They cared, but did they really?

She remembers it all,
The sound of laughter and
How happy she'd been, but was she really?

She remembers it all,
The feeling of being so alone,
The feeling no one cared, but did they really?

But now they'll remember her,
Staring at the rope in front of her
How easy to slide down on it, but will she really?

Lost

I face the world with a smile, no one knows what is hid inside

They see only happiness, they cant see the tears I've cried
When I am alone I hurt, because here I do it well
In front of all the watchful eyes my heaven turns to hell
The judge and jury awaits me, everyone has a say
They say that life goes on and someday I'll smile again
But, how do they know my pain without being where I've been?
I've traveled so far from home, and can't find my way back..

S3lf!sh G!rl

I don't love you

I don't care for you
All I care for is myself
My very own Self…
That is why I can't live without you
'Cause you are a part of my Self

You always thought you were You
No Sweetheart…you are NOT
'Cause I see nothing of You inside you
I only see myself
My very own Self in You…

The day I leave this world...
You would die too..
'Cause you are a part of my Self
Not You…