Waiting until...

He says he loves me, yet he'd rather be apart
He said he trusts me, just not with his heart.
I wonder all the time how could I of let this be
Why did I make the wrong choices
Why I am where I am
A love so many years, so meant to be
Now he'd rather be far away from me
I want to go back, don't know if I will
Is it doomed to fail or prevail?
I want him to know I am so sorry,
I don't want this to be the end of our story
What I was thinking, I do not know
I want my life, I want it all back
I will wait, I will continue to pray
I will hope for the day love will lead him back to me

Broken spirit

She is just a young girl with a broken spirit.
With everything to call her own.
Her beautiful marriage no longer has anything to merit.
Perceptive that she will initiate a broken home.
What will her friends say?
What will her children do?
The life she lives every day,
With false affection, if only they knew.
Her tears are many though she has never let them show.
Her smile is plastered but her eyes can only look to the floor.
She's dying to let go.
She dreads the moment that she walks through their door.
"I love you" he will say.
For her, its the same prison on a different day.
Finally she gave up, she dropped her fake smile,
As a tear fell down her cheek
And whispered to herself..
I can't do this anymore